so today was my first schoolday. and i have to admit, it wasn't even as bad as i originally expected. ofcourse they had to reconstruct the school and just had to make it real ugly, but apart from that it was okay. it kinda felt like a 'new' start, and my classmates arent as bad as i expected. my sister was nice this morning as well and let me wear her jacket. wrong decision tho, 'cause i totally fell in love with it. gosh, i hate it when you want something but can't have it.